black morning

Monster in my head

jump and dance, laugh and scratch

monster in my head

point at their happiness.

Try to be like them, haha (giggling).

Look your fear in the eyes (she has them closed)

look your fear in the mouth (she has bad breath),

distorted images torture your maze mind amazing I find

the will I have to feel sick, enjoy!

I envy your cheerfullness,

no I won't be silent anymore, I won't shut up,

envy is bad, you should take example, envy is bad.

Fuck off, a remote voice: who's talking to?

You gave me this mad competition, I can't win

I don't want to lose,

why would they leave people die to buy a second of fun?

what would I do if I could
have control of my mind?